Susan's Road Trip to California--Continued

This is probably the longest road trip EVER. Before it ends back in Texas next year sometime I will have experienced many things from ecstatic spiritual highs to deep humility and pain. In the end I will come out stronger and knowing more than ever. My TX pastor said it best--I have a great CAPACITY to grow spiritually. If only it weren't so hard to do. If only you could fail alone.

Thursday, March 27, 2003

3/27/03

Sometimes I wonder if I am going to wake up from a wonderful dream. I have a CD alarm clock, and lately, as I wake up, I am lost in worship even before my eyes are open. Then I think of all God has done and I just lay there half conscious lost in the goodness of God. It is so wild that sometimes I wonder if it is actually real. I don’t ever want to wake up from this. But wait! I just had a thought. Maybe what happened is not that I could wake up but that I already have.



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