3/23/03
Today was spring. It was around 70 degrees, lots of sun, little breeze. I went to church and truly worshipped. I spent the afternoon at Beverly’s talking about all God has done. Since she is a traveler, she sees how amazing my rock bottom plane fare is! I showed her part of my video and she could see why I was so high on everything. We went for walk with her granddaughter too. It was perfect weather and great conversations. I was desperate to worship today. My heart was racing before we started. I got through one song before I spent the majority of the service in my knees. It was good. I can’t say I did not wish I were in LA because I did. But I thank God I had what I had today. And the weather was incredible. It was a very nice day. And three weeks from this moment, God willing, I will be in CA. My life here is good, but the more I look at this the more I see something is happening there. Beverly pointed out to me that God is using some of the very things in worship and my training that the enemy tried to snuff out. I know. I see it. What I don’t see is why it is so far away. Today in church we were praying for a couple in leadership and Pastor prayed, thanking God for bringing them here from CA. Jan, who was next to me at the time, put her arm on my back right after that and seemed to be praying or something. I am not even sure what. But I think I knew. Anyway, spring finally came. Now if it would only stay!