Susan's Road Trip to California--Continued

This is probably the longest road trip EVER. Before it ends back in Texas next year sometime I will have experienced many things from ecstatic spiritual highs to deep humility and pain. In the end I will come out stronger and knowing more than ever. My TX pastor said it best--I have a great CAPACITY to grow spiritually. If only it weren't so hard to do. If only you could fail alone.

Friday, March 21, 2003

I just read a very discouraging article online. It seemed to dash some potential hope. I have to hold on to faith--God doesn't deal in odds.

I am in bed. It is cold again. It won't stay warm. I turned off my pilot light for my gas before my trip. I refuse to re-light it this late in the season. Yesterday is when it got colder again. Yesterday was the first day of spring. Sometimes I hate Texas weather. Well, I never used to, but something happened before I left where I longed for spring. Even the song says "winter is gone and the spring time has come." That is where, in the choreography, I spin joyfully. Now I spin to keep warm.

Tomorrow--March 22, 2003--is my five year dancing anniversary when my feet left the floor in church and my life changed forever. How I have changed since then! Wow!

I wish that article would go away.



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