I wish people would stop treating me like an overexcited kid and more like a person excited about God. There is a distinct difference. I expect the world to think I am too childlike but why don't many Christians appreciate it?

I care about this perception, I admit, but not enouh to stop. He has given me this passion and excitement and I will fight for it as long as I have to in whatever manner necessary. He is my vital necessity, and I must retain this. After more than five years, I have been given a second round, and I will hold on.

It is life.