Work is bad.

I hate saying that but even my deprtament head is mad over what happened this time. It is worse than I thought--I thought it was just me, but I found out it is a lot more than me.

There was an incident today. My dept head thinks I should write a memo. I need to cool down first. I really want to last the year, but I won't under some of these circumsatnces.

To the doctor after work. I feel awful!