Susan's Road Trip to California--Continued

This is probably the longest road trip EVER. Before it ends back in Texas next year sometime I will have experienced many things from ecstatic spiritual highs to deep humility and pain. In the end I will come out stronger and knowing more than ever. My TX pastor said it best--I have a great CAPACITY to grow spiritually. If only it weren't so hard to do. If only you could fail alone.

Friday, October 24, 2003

I am sick of being sick. It seems like right before I moved and ever since I have been here, my normally healthy body has been fighting one thing after another. Almost every day something is physically wrong with me. Today I am experiencing one of the two typical things—I feel so nauseated that I can’t move much. The peak of it will pass soon, and I should be okay, but I can’t sand this. Maybe I am allergic to Los Angeles. That sounds like a stupid remark, but I am telling you I can’t recall if I have ever in my entire LIFE experienced so many health problems. I still don’t sleep through the night. I am taking a medication that is backfiring. I mean this is RIDICULOUS. I used to get the occasional COLD and that was it. But right this minute I am so sick that I can’t even take my shower and get ready for work! I have to let it pass.

Later now and I still feel sick to my stomach but I have to go to work. Nothing else is wrong with me. I will tell you this—I believe it is spiritual. That may sound crazy to some, but I really do and I have many reasons for that. So all I can do for now is pray and that is what I am doing. As for the one backfiring pill, I think I am going off of it—which could present some interesting moments! Anyway, I am going to be late if I don’t leave now so I am going to do my best.



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