Susan's Road Trip to California--Continued

This is probably the longest road trip EVER. Before it ends back in Texas next year sometime I will have experienced many things from ecstatic spiritual highs to deep humility and pain. In the end I will come out stronger and knowing more than ever. My TX pastor said it best--I have a great CAPACITY to grow spiritually. If only it weren't so hard to do. If only you could fail alone.

Tuesday, August 19, 2003

Too much at once…Sometimes people don’t hear you no matter how loud you talk.

Today was my first sort-of day of work—the start of the three day training conference that was okay but awfully LONG! I like the English dept. head and hope that is a good sign. At lunch I had to get an oil change and do some paperwork. Always busy. So busy I even forgot an appt. after work. Yikes! Brain alert.

I had a slew of email when I came home. My two favorites were from a ballet teacher and my pastor. The ballet teacher basically let me know the class I wanted to take would work, so guess who (if I can get enrolled in time because only 6 spots are left) is about to take ballet for college credit? Is that wild? I guess that is one way to make dance tax deductible! It will be a different experience, but I am ready. I am serious about being more serious about dance. I still think I am doing the other class too. The problem is the beginner classes are too beginner for me but the intermediate tend to assume too much. I would always rather look better than worse in a medium I am not so comfortable in. Shachah was perfect—it assumed we were beginners and taught us like we were advanced.

Anyway, the email from Darrell was just in response to a question I had asked about a church activity and later we had a phone conversation on a different topic, but I guess I just like that he knows me and treats me like a spiritually mature woman with a brain. It is just really nice, I guess. Truth is, my conversation with him today was one of the only serious, God-based conversations I have had with a person since getting here. I have spent a lot of time with people and done a lot of fun things, but it is different than that spiritual connection—and I have not had that. I don’t think I really will either.

That is why I am taking too much ballet.



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