I am suddenly mushier than ever. It started with Robin. I am leaving Robin. Since I have been a halfway grown up young lady, there has always been a Robin. When the world falls apart, there is Robin. And there always will be, but it is hard to run 1500 miles in 40 minutes and that has hit me.

I can’t imagine my life without her there. I wonder if kids feel this way when they move away from home.

The word God spoke to me a week ago continues to change and affect me deeply. I am ready. I want anything He desires of me.