Finally the last day of April, and, hey, it is only 90 degrees. UGH! There is a rumor going around school about me. Well, unless something true is not labeled a rumor. It is true, and it is not mean spirited, but it is not something I want in the wrong hands either. The bookkeeper told me, and I told Dr Hayes and his secretary; they were shocked. They are the only ones who were supposed to know anything and they have lips quieter than a member of the witness protection program. I have my suspicions, but I am unable to pursue them for a couple weeks. It is certainly not upsetting, but it does concern me for the sake of others, not myself.

I had a realization this morning as I prayed. I was praying about this issue that arose yesterday when Terry mentioned something. I realized that if it has been in me 9 ½ years God wants it OUT. In many ways it is so minor because I no longer function as I did, but the fact that I recall so clearly tells me something. When I saw that this also was God continuing the purifying process, I started crying and declaring my love. I was high from that moment on.

I mailed Terry a letter with the whole story in it. Amazing what truth does.

I am sleepy. I was up too late writing, up too early praying. Long day, long night. But it is okay and I am at peace. Peace is a good thing.