April 4, 2003

The way becomes clearer. I am seeing it better, not certainly but better. It is getting hard to blog without revealing the things deep in my heart. In the last few days things have happened and it has begun to be revealed. I hesitate. I don’t think any students are reading this anymore, but I know people from church and other areas of my life are.

I talked to Terry again. The conversation clarified many things for me and I felt the Holy Spirit the whole time, as I always do. This is not a fly by night thing. These people are not flaky. And my life is changing by the minute these days. Suddenly tonight it started to get a bit overwhelming and scary… maybe because it is also starting to seem real.